I hang my head in my burning palms,
tears sting against my soul, searching
for the calm. Heartaches like never
before, broken, so lonely and torn.
Never to see the light, no tunnel to
be seen, sitting here alone, within my
silent screams. No hand to reach for, no
one to hold me close, I have never
felt so alone.
No one to pull me to safety, no one to
turn to, just broken hearted, searching
for life anew. No embrace, just tears
that fall down my face.
No guarantees on life or love, nothing
but dark clouds linger above. The world
tightens its grip with every breath I take,
making the next step impossible to take.
Alone in
Not Knowing hurts most by KnightofWolves, literature
Literature
Not Knowing hurts most
Is not being able to see her every second of every day,
not being able to know what she thinks,
or if she ever thinks about me.
not knowing if i'll ever see her again.
What hurts the most is not knowing what to do with myself,
not knowing how to deal with this.
Not being able to feel your touch,
or feel your arms around me.
What hurts the most is not knowing if you cried at first,
when we both said our last goodbyes,
not knowing if wed see each other again.
Not knowing what you said to me last.
What hurts the most is not being able to remember,
the last hug we shared together,
the last words you whispered in my ear
Alone with my thoughts by KnightofWolves, literature
Literature
Alone with my thoughts
Alone with my thoughts,
Alone in my dreams,
Alone in the night,
Alone with my screams.
Alone in that place between sleep and awake,
I lay here alone and wait for daybreak.
Alone in my room,
Alone in my bed,
But Im not alone in my in my heart or my head.
For your love is forever in my heart,
Your smile forever in my head.
what is reality but a face
what is life but a race
what is love without someone
what is death without a gun
what is boring without fun
what is night but a day thats done
what is hell with out heven
what is ten without eleven
what is a angel without a demon
what is birth without semen
what is home without a heart
what is a play without the part
what is the finish without the start
what is truth without a lie
what is a buzz without getting high
what am I
whats william without billy
whats hidden is shiggy
what is identity without yourself
what is anything on the back of the shelf
what is the last without the first
what is th
My life without you is like
a clock without time.
A rich man without a penny.
A poet without a rhyme.
My life without you is like
The sun without a glow.
A star without a twinkle.
The wind without a blow.
My life without you is like
A butterfly without wings.
A lion without a roar.
A Hummingbird without a song to sing.
When your not around
my life seems desolate and odd.
Something isnt quite right
like a soul without God.
But when you are around
life is filled with laughter and smiles.
Everything is beautiful and pleasent.
Like a mother embracing her first child.
Sometimes I feel I'm kept in the dark...
abandoned in a far away park...
Sometimes I feel like a fool...
made use of like a simple tool...
Sometimes I feel that I've been lied to...
so easily like a child at the age of two...
Sometimes I feel that I don't have a partner...
sometimes i feel that she's happier with another...
Sometimes i go the extra mile..
just for a glimps of that single smile...
Sometimes its hard to trust...
because of what happened in the past...
Sometimes I get nothing for my effort....
not even life's simple comfort....
Sometimes I cry silently...
even if I'm hurt so badly...
Sometimes i feel like dying..
When the sky cries rain.
Friends come with gentleness
To wipe away the pain.
The distressing wind sighs.
Friends are laughing
To bring joy into your eyes.
Lonely wolves howl to the moon.
Friends gather around you
To sing a merry tune.
The frozen sit in cold.
Friends dance with liveliness
And warm you in their hold.
The pines moan in sorrow.
Friends speak lightly
Of a bright tomorrow.
Darkness closes in.
Friends uncover lights
Shining from within.
Ever shall it be that
Friends are always there.
Friends to lean on
In the depths of despair.
She has got so much on her mind,
she's searching for something she can't find.
She sometimes wants her life to end,
even when she has a boyfriend.
She feels so alone,
as she sits and cries at home.
She thinks of what to do,
she's hating her life its true.
She thinks there must be something more,
her life has become a bore.
She hopes to find something soon,
no longer to sit alone her room.
She thinks to herself ' I need to be strong.But living like this just seems so wrong'.
Then she thought to herself,
"I'm going to find what I need,
I'm going to try hard,
I'm going to succeed."
I love you Daddy,More than words can say.
My life without you will never be the same.
Untill this day when I'm hurt or sad,
the first words I cry are "I want my dad."
Now that you are gone what will I do?
My life is incomplete without you.
My heart no longer whole,
I've lost a part of my soul.
From here where do I go?
Whenever I needed you, you were always there.
Now the thought of never seeing you
I cant even bare.
The one thing I've come to see
is that I needed you more than you did me.
I love you Daddy
more than words can say.
My life without you will never be the same.
A life without a love is no life at all,
For what is anything without someone to share it with,
What is beauty with no one to enjoy it with,
And what is emotions with no one to express them,
A life without a love can't amount to much,
For no one is there to appreciate your doings,
No one is there to catch you when you fall,
No one there to just give a call to,
A life without a love is a life without meaning,
A life that has been drained of all worthiness,
A life without a purpose,
Which is not really a life at all.
Lonely is a single traveler
on a dark and winding road.
Lonely is the burden
of carrying a heavy load.
Lonely is a beautiful song
that noone's ever heard,
and lonely is the wait for death
by a broken wing'ed bird.
Lonely is an elderly man
waiting patiently for death
and the medicinal sound of
the life support machine
that assists his every breath;
And lonely is a place I know
where there are no lovers left.
Lonely is the emptiness
inside my hollow soul,
and lonely is the sound of the wind
blowing through its gaping hole.
Loneliness is second only
to the darkened void of death
and loneliness is taking
that 'Right'
If only it were so simple,
to cruise through life smelling roses;
but the obstacles blacken the countryside,
and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots.
Dreams sustain us through the madness;
goals give a finish line to our race.
Yet they change with every turn, around every wall,
and remain elusive throughout the quest.
Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage;
we will drag them with us to slow us down.
The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us
to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends.
Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us.
Over and over it fills us up, only to st
A silhouette up on the rock
the full moon hangs behind
The wolf song that is sung
in search for its own kind...
He once was called "alpha male"
the lead wolf of his pack
A position lost with age
due to the stamina he lacks...
He once stood strong and tall
this old aged canine king
Tonight he walks the dark alone
with no pack, no den, nothing...
For time is without mercy
pulling the strong to their knees
He lifts his voice once more
to send his song on the night breeze...
The countless stars across the sky
watch him from far above
He mournfully recalls his life mate
of his life, the missing love...
His mind drifts to the ma
Love is true,love is blind
Love is magical but very hard to find.
Love is wonderful,love is bliss
You can tell all this by a touch or kiss.
Love is controlling, love is free
Love is never changing who someone is ment to be.
Love is colourful and sometimes its blue
Love is unpredictable this much i know is true.
Love is mean, love is kind
Love is strangely ruled by your heart and not your mind.
Love is a fire and sometimes you get burned
Love is sometimes not nice but its a lesson you have to learn.
Love is joy, love is tears
Love is a person who can help you face your fears.
Love is pure, love is a gain
There is nothi
In my mind i light a candle and place it in my heart.
Even though i feel our love is worlds apart.
With hope and faith it casts aside the the doubt and guides your soul.
I have always known without you i could never be whole.
My intentions have been just and my love has been true.
But i am now at a loss and know not what to do.
So this day i must let go and set you free.
If this is Gods will so mote it be.
But as you spread your wings and prepare for flight.
Always remember my hearts candle will be burning bright.
I am a wolf,
running through the trees.
Following the scents,
on the midnight breeze.
I am a wolf,
howling beneath a silver moon.
Hoping that my loyal pack,
will answer back quite soon.
I am a wolf,
standing with my beautiful mate.
We must stand strong and brave,
and face any challenges we meet.
I am a wolf,
Hunting with my pack.
With the young and the old wolves waiting,
for meat to be brought back.
I am a wolf,
and I must kill to survive.
But isn't that something we all must do,
in order to stay alive?
I am a wolf,
withstanding man's fear and hate.
But many have come to love wolves,
and for us that's quite a treat.
I
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
Sorry, Im so sorry
Sorry for making you mad
Sorry for everything I said
Sorry for lying to you
Sorry, Im so sorry
Sorry if I disappointed you
Sorry if I hurt you
Sorry for everything
Sorry, Im so sorry
Sorry that I liked you
Sorry that you did
Sorry for being me
Sorry, Im so sorry
Sorry that I loved you
Sorry that you didnt
Sorry that we had to fight
Sorry, Im so sorry
Sorry for still loving you
Sorry you dont love me
Sorry for ever losing you
Sorry, Im so sorry
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in
You don't feel upto facing anyone or anything
Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low
You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go
Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole
Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control
Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation
You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation
Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people
They dont understand the seriousness of how it affects people
Depression is isolation, withdrawel, low self-esteem and more
You will neve
My world so cold so blank
Am I giving up now?
My head is so lost and confused
These eyes arent seeing clearly
I still hope you would come back and save me
Id die to have those moments again
Do my tears mean anything to you?
When I bleed,does it mean anything to you?
Am I giving up now?
Am I gonna get sucked by misery again?
So Lost So cold
Alone in my cold world of emptiness
Wandering off and around searching for a soul
But no soul can be sighted
to keep me well.
Would you ever come back?
Do you realize what you have put me through?
Arent you filled with shame now that you know?
Do you have a heart to real
Melancholy king
Your whispers and sighs caress my mind
My body shifts and leans against your door
Relentlessly your mysteries prod my head
Sedated seducer
I feel in the darkness, from which your talented hands I find
Sensations swirl and I ache, those hands so sweet and warm
Desire for you, my light, my warmth, it burns ever more
Oh my dearest lover
Repeatedly I sit next to your gate for your touch
Closer I hope to be, bodies you and I intertwine on the floor
The passageway to your inner sanctuary may forever be denied to me, but forever I wait outside that locked entrance
More than a sexual savior
You calm my soul, and give me r